how should i start this?
perhaps from our history?
I like a girl since i was young, a primary school friend i should say or my English rival. I have no idea why do i like her. The answer for that question is what i have been searching till now and I finally know the right answer for it......
After graduated from my primary school, we did not keep in touch actually. I'm a shy little boy that time, i cannot talk well nor social with others. So, we did not talk nor see each other for about 1 or 2 years until i found out one of my friend have her e-mail address. Of course, i asked it from my friend since she is a girl which i like since young. We chat in live messenger and i start to know more about her. Her life i should say but it's just the general stuffs. Some of things are private so i do not ask more
We have been planning to organize a gathering with our primary school friends and one of the gathering actually reveal me a secret of hers. To be honest, i already know that , I do mind and get jealous when she hugged the guy she likes. A guy which is handsome and rich i should say, smart too. I was standing there looking at her. My mind tells me, seeing her happy and smile, its all i want to see.
time passed, we still chat with each other. However when she has boy friend, i will stop or do not message her or chat with her so often. I do not like misunderstanding. Though i said i like her but love and like are totally different things. She does not share with me her personal stuffs and i respect that.
time by time, i found out that she is single and i already at a stage of liking her so much. We talk and chat quite often that time. I know there will be a lot of competitors too. I do not mind, this is up to her whether who she chooses and i will respect her choice. One night, i confessed to her. She was shocked and things went smoothly(we still talk to each other). Make it clean, she hasn't approve me yet that time. I continue to chase her but there's a little obstacles between us which separate us. Knowing that, i let her go. It's not something easy, a girl which i like so much since young and i care for her so much. i never thought of letting go actually. I no longer like her, i love her. Nevertheless, whenever she needs me, i will always be there for her, something like a guardian protecting her.
~ HPB
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