screw up? think too much?

Did i just screw up something again? oh well..

...it happens from yesterday, we were chatting. I wanted to know her more so decided to keep asking her questions and hopefully she will ask me things about my life. However come to think of it, it does not matter because she's going to read my blog soon anyway. No point telling her so i just keep asking and was so happy to see her replies. Am i mad? it just a reply, why do i feel so happy? weird.

In the evening, i have to go to church and i asked her to have her dinner not to just watch drama. Yes, i worry for her so i did what is necessary. After that, i took off and when i got back, something happened. I talked to her but it seems something change her mood, something made her down, made her countenance drop. She apologized to me and asked me to talk tomorrow and i did what she requested. This is like what i did last time, i obey what people requested but they do not know that i actually worry for the person and i can't do anything for it. Just hope that she will be alright.

next day, today, i talk to her and ask her how is she. Her reply is ok but in my mind it seems that she's not ok or maybe i think too much again. I asked her to take care and if there's anything she can find me. Hopefully that she really know what am i doing, i'm worried for her.

after hours, in the evening, i chat box her while the status shows that she's online. I greet her and there's no reply and it went offline. I was like, did i just do something wrong again? did i just screw up things again???

worst case, my bad habit came back, i actually text her, the contain is below: " XXXXX,you ok? O.o you can share anything to me ya, maybe i'm not trusted by you yet and i haven't know you completely but i can assure of one thing, you're a kind person which cant afford to see friends suffer, you have that kind heart ;) if you need someone to talk to, here you have one :) I'm here for you :P
~tri-b (BreakdanceBoyXXXXX)"

thought of that now, what did i just do is going to screw up everything i did. Maybe she will misunderstood it and things going to be very complicated and cold war might start. If she understands that...things will change perhaps? at least she will know there's a person which will care and worry for her. So did i screw it up?

she replied me, i didnt expect any replies actually because normally i get cold war after typing that kind of message but i'm glad that she replied. I think too much again, all because i care for her or perhaps more than that? am i crossing the line?

~HPB