are you the one?

I have been busy practicing dance moves these days with my dance buddies. We are preparing for the in coming event that hold on 30th of January. So this is how the story begins, someone actually helped me to calm my mind down and totally able to let me forget about my ex-girl friend,i actually able to put my ex-girl friend a side, which i never expected. I even tested myself to thinK about my ex but somehow it would not work because of her? The funniest part is she might not know that. It sounds weird but its true.

I do not know her from the start, i know her only when therE was a dance practice in my uni. She's from art stream and i'm from science so we're from different blocks. The first day i see her, first thing comes in my mind is gosh this girl is so 'lala'. Maybe because of what color she dyed her hair, too bright perhaps. I haven't got to know her at that time. I only talk to my old dance buddies, since she just join us so i need time to know her too in order for me to talk to her.

after few days of practices, i stilL have not really start a conversation with her. Until when it comes to our semester break, we are having our practices in a studio and from there everything changed. From that day,i should say, even my personality changed a bit. I started to look at her almost all of the time when she dances. It makes me laugh, it makes me feel like there's actually someone i can dance with. Which able to dance and laugh with me

We're practicing couple dance these days and she's my partner. some of my friends know that i'm a shy and very polite person. I would not dare to touch a girl's body unless i got their permission. Think about it, if you dance, it's impossible you dont touch someone's body. However, this is where something different of me. I actually did not ask for her permission and i just hold her and do the moves. I have no idea how she thinks of me and i cant believe i actually do that. Perhaps we are just dancing? holding hands and touching body just for the sake of dancing? who knows? I'm different, i'm a very expressive and emotionaL person. Come to think about it, i actually hold her and i feel something, something which is warm, it makes me feel comfortable. Sometimes, after the moves or before leaving the studio, i would like to move in front of her and give her a hug. Nevertheless, think about it, it just too soon or sudden.

ReallY, somehow there's something from her makes me feel like so not myself. I'm actually enjoy being with her. How i wish the time can go slower so that i can see her longer. Who would not wish to stay with a person that able to make you laugh and enjoy your moment. Let things flow on its own, i would take action only if she really trusts and understands me. for now, let things go on its own, let it be that way or this way. Let it be~

~HPB