so those days, we practiced like hell. It was not something we usual train off, the beat and rhyme is faster than what i danced before. Nevertheless, practices made perfect so it was kinda awesome after you get the moves and the timing everything. That was for dance club parts, the flash mob consists of two groups which are the dance club dancers and the helpers that are helping in the orientation. So it was kinda obvious that we have to learn two choreograph for this flash mob. We able to train ours, our dance club moves in time and able to learn the other one in a short time because it was easy but it does not mean that we can dance simply, easy moves comes with tough sharpness.
Furthermore, somehow we got our dance group named as "135" because one of our moves involved in this formation and enable others to remember us in that name. So our group name is "135" ? We are still not sure on that because last time we used to call us "dance evolution" but that was history. We are talking about now, the dancers are different from before but i am still the same, newbie as usual hahaha there are so many things more for me to learn. Learn a bit from here and there so that next time when someone ask, i will be able to perform a bit or even talk about it since i have the knowledge about it but that is going to be a long time for me to achieve. So far i only know about breakdance(main), popping, hip-hop, k-pop, tango and lyrical, that is all i know. there is so much for me to explore more.
so here is the "135" after the flash mob, we are over excited and take photos. talking about taking photos, we still have few dancers that are unable to join us this time. Nevertheless they will join the next performance on 2nd June for our university night ball. They are busy than never right now since they still have showcase to prepare for in coming event which hold on 22 June if i'm not mistaken. I'm not joining this since it bangs to another event of mine. They can have all the fun this time, they have more passion than i do for dancing. As i said before, i dance for pleasure not for purpose, i do have passion but not much as theirs i believe. Different way of thinking perhaps, brings me to another kind of view about dancing. I'm happy dancing with them and i never feel like being home actually dancing with them, perhaps they do not know that, i really do love dancing. However, somehow i got myself stuck half way and unable to move forward. I'm still finding what cause me think that way and i hope to solve it as soon as possible. I felt being left out these days, or perhaps i'm the one isolated them..
sometimes or perhaps most of the time, i admit that i will look very boss-y in front of my dance buddies. Perhaps i have to change that attitude of mine, last time in secondary school i was a choreographer and of course i have my own ideas too. I do not mind sharing it but it was up to them to decide which moves they want to perform. Sharing ideas is one way to improve everyone's skills and i was happy to see everyone actually improve a lot and i mean really a lot. they can call themselves dancer already and in this flash mob i made new dance buddies which is a popper and a choreographer. Both are great, wish i will learn more things from them, they are awesome.
i'm looking forward for the next dance performance but mean while i think i better take care of my body. My health condition is not as good as before, should say become worst. Thus, no other choice but to take care of myself first, physically and mentally. Tough path have to walk, no other choices but that one and only way to walk. So that "day" going to come soon, wait till that day, everything might will be resolved and you will have your own life. i promise that....
promises are meant to be broken but not for this one, or else i will have trouble living on in my life
~HPB
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