it's been a while that i did not write anything here, i was too busy with my university assignments and flooded with midterms too. other than that, of course there is bunch of things i would like to write it here but somehow i feel lazy to write. Like i said before, bunch of things, which means a lot, there's too much for me to write, its impossible for me to write everything. anyway, today feel like coming here and type some stuffs which happened days ago.
I had a great time with K on Tuesday and i hope she was too. Something scared her the day before so i decided to bring her out and she wanted to see graffiti. She was so interested and so looking forward to see those arts. I knew a place which have a whole row of it thus bring her there and do photo shootings at the same time to improve and gain back my photo shooting skills. I like graffiti too but too bad at that time, my friends they do not really like them so each time we pass by there, they will just continue to walk. I wanted to stay there and see each of it but since i'm the only one that like it so they would not wait for me. Normally, i only had a glance to see the graffiti. So that day i brought her there, she was so happy. in addition surprisingly, on that day, we saw a huge around 3-4 feet monitor lizard or comodo dragon and it was just few feets away from us. She was freaked out and i was in front of her protecting her. I could say actually i'm very calm when i saw that but seeing her reaction so in case anything happen just look after her. I promised her to take care and protect her that day so promised as promise and impossible that i will let anything happen to her hahaha anyway i really enjoy that day, never thought that i can actually have the chance to see the graffiti for that long and close moreover unexpectedly was with K. Besides enjoying the graffiti, i brought my DSLR along; took a lot of photos and memories too. Quite a long time already i never appear in a frame, she asked me to take along and i entrusted her my 2nd wife to her, taught her how to use. I'm impressed and admitted to say this, she can be a good photographer. She has sharp eyes and imagination to take nice photos but there's much more to learn, she will learn them when she enter degree =) I can say after that "day", i never felt so happy and you never expect that you can actually give me so much joy aren't you K? hahaha =)
everyone has their on personality, there's a saying goes " personality can be changed if you wanted to ". Yes, this sentence is correct but i have another one on my own which is "personality can changed but characteristic of the person wouldn't". My personality is based on who you are to me, i'm real all the time (ok, i admit there are times i will be fake) but beware each of everyone of us has their own temper. There's limitation for everything, i love to help but never take it as granted or else you will find out that you actually useless or you did not learn anything from it. I will still help but who is the one that will gain the wisdom, isn't it me? i wanted my friends to learn as well, there are times that i might look very bossy and "smart" but i'm actually trying to teach you guys. i want you guys to learn and have the same knowledge as i have. I'm a patience person if the person can hit that point of my temper it simply means you are just too way much a head. I never like people to take me and compare to themselves. Its a stupid thing to do, why do you take people and compare to yourself? isn't that increase you stress and you will feel bad of yourself? Thus, please don't take anyone to compare yourself. God created us, each one of us have their own ability and own story to walk. If you really want to compare, compare with your pass, that's the best way for you to improve yourself.
everyone have their own story to walk, you cannot stop in the middle of it; its like you are growing from primary to secondary and now adult. in other words, time pass means passed, there is no return; appreciate the time you have now and stop worrying about future. future is not something which you can worry or think of because there is none that know what will happen next. Therefore, instead of waiting, move on first, you will see things differently without your expectation.
HPB
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